I just entered university this past week and it has been pretty great, i mean i have met some nice people, i have awesome classes, i just have one class where i have no one i know, and well...it is pretty awesome. Also, I haven't gotten too much homework, and most of them are easy peasy so there is no problem. The work i have to do for my scholarship is awesome since i just have to go to plays, take pictures and say what i liked about it. Everything is cool with my friends, it was my birthday recently so i got to see most of them and blah blah blah. Everything is...great.
To tell you the truth, i know that my life is going pretty great lately i mean, i even got a new laptop this summer, but i feel really happily depressed...i don't know what im saying but yeah. I mean, life is great and I know it so I try to smile more, but after I get in the bus back home or when I'm left alone with only my thoughts I start to feel really crappy, depressed, and yesterday I even felt really nauseous when I got home. AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. I feel like I could cry a river in any instant even if it is in the middle of a class. I know I'm not on my hormonal phase of the month so hormones are not involved in this right now.
I just want to know what is going on and why do I feel so tired, sad, and even nauseous all the time...specially when I'm alone. This makes no sense and there is no reason to be sad...maybe I miss high school? But still that makes no sense.
I feel really crappy, and sorry I said so much blah...but I needed to say something.
Love
Sophie
