Drunk

So lately I've been thinking for some reason of what would happen if I ever got drunk. Some people tell me that I would be jumping super high, then telling everyone how much I love them and then just decide to sleep in the floor. Other told me that they expect to see me crying after a while or telling everyone all their truths. However, I'm afraid that if I ever get drunk I do something really really stupid that will change the way people look at me. My prom night is coming soon and I have been telling myself "you are just going to drink one or two glasses of alcohol and  no vodka at all" because I really don't want my first time drunk to be at prom with all my close friends and plenty of strangers there.

I can't help but think that if I got drunk I would start saying the truth to everybody because even when I'm not drunk I tend too be too honest to people. Too honest as in "Teacher, your class is boring" and "yes, that dress makes you look fat". I feel that I would start shouting and then go to certain people and say something like "you are so handsome" and just kiss someone because I feel like it. I really really believe that I am capable of going to any guy and saying, you have nice lips and then kissing him. I am so afraid of that but then again I'm like "nah, I wouldn't".

I just hope I never get too drunk next to people I don't really know. I think that if I ever got drunk I wish it happens with my best of friends that would make sure I don't make anything stupid. Also...I hate it when people are between drunken and just happy and start playing dumb. People please don't do that.

Lots of love

Sophie