Vlogger

So, this summer I have been watching many videos of different vloggers on youtube. For those who don't know what a vlogger is, it is basically a person recording videos talking about pretty much anything and uploading them to youtube or something similar. I found amazing vloggers like: zoella, danisnotonfire, pointlessblog, sprinkleofglitter, and many others. 

Watching all this vloggers made me want to do it too, but in Spanish since I am Mexican and my pronunciation in English sucks. I got really excited and started to make plans for videos, and I told my family and they told me it was a good idea. However, yesterday I told two friends to come to my place and help me record some videos and....i absolutely hated it. 

I mean, I have a lot of ideas and I like recording, but I looked really fake, I looked nervous, and just no. Also, I tried to edit a video, and realized that my computer has no programs to edit videos, so I'll have to either tell a friend of mine to help me on her computer or edit on the youtube editor that is not that amazing. I wanted to scream because I couldn't do much. But, I won't let that bring me down. 

Both of my friends told me I can record again, and that they totally support my decisions and that they will help me with everything they can. That gave me a boost and I decided that I actually am going to try once again to record some videos. Also, now I know what I do well and what I do bad. I decided to try and relax myself, not use too much makeup (since I don't usually use much makeup), and basically be real as possible. Also, my friends told me that a good idea is to record alone, so I don't feel stupid with people next to me and to record everything I do because in the end, everything can be used as bloopers.

This Monday I decided that I'm going to try and record once more but alone in my room...talking alone to a camera. Then I am going to go to a friend's house and edit as much as I can there since I have no editor. I am planning on getting a new computer that actually edits. Not just because of the videos, but I don't have a laptop of my own, I use my mom's and it sucks having to share. Also, I'll need a lot of programs now that  enter college, so might as well get a new laptop now. I'll be giving piano lessons to earn some money, and ask for help to my parents, brothers, uncles, etc. to get enough money to get a very good laptop. 

I hope I can get my ideas in order and that I can actually record something this Monday. Wish me luck guys, and once I post a video I'll let you know. 

Lots of love

Sophie